It happens.

So many stresses to start my day, one little hurdle after the other.
trying to be on time, forgetting stuff in the AM commute doubling back locked out cars starting to mess up...
my angry stressed brain is calcified into a black brick and Im fixin' to pull it out, smash it on the ground and begin throwing it as hard as i can at anyone that come within 10 paces.

I realize Im out of gas and need to stop again, decide I need to just sit silent. not allow any thought to go through me as the gas pumps.

I ask God what I may have karmakly hung crooked this morning to disturb all the force around, that I apologize for it and ask that I have a reset for the morning...

pow!


zip!


yeah!

sigh.